Confused

Jus read on EMS blog.... EN Zi comment....
I think nw its really confused for us.... dunno what to do after graduate.... did we choose the right path?.... or should i said , can we choose the right path? or is this our only choice?......
Honestly, for myself, i'm afraid of being a loser to others.... being a great loser.... i know everyone does not want to be a loser.... how should i put it?..... I mean , i worry that if i go to poly...will there be many others that are more clever than me?...... i know there will be alot more..... i know like that will caused me to have less confident of myself.... I told my bro tht i'm worried abt these.... but my bro said its a gd thing to have competition around us....
ya....i know thts gd.... but i jus scare of being the 'loser'..... As i got these feeling in ITE already....
ARR.....! I'm jus scared...... I'm jus useless right?.... why am i so timid?
Nw i'm jus confused, is going poly really a choice for me?.... I know , if i'm not going poly.... Where should i go?... working? will i be able to get a job?.....

Hai.... worry abt this also no use.... time goes by ..... and we will see how it goes.....
I know now , i'm jus trying not to think abt it..... but then i still need to face it....